August 2020 Update
Greetings from hazy Larkspur, as a million acres of wildfires sparked by lightening burn in Northern California. With Covid, fires and hurricanes, 2020 has been an apocalyptic year. We wish you and your families good health, safety and as much sanity as possible amidst it all.
I am fighting my way back from two setbacks and look forward to leaving cancer behind. The first setback was hemolytic anemia, a rare side effect that destroys red blood cells faster than they are made. My white blood cells crashed at the same time. Rituxan infusions and high dosages of Prednisone worked together to stabilize my blood counts. While still considerably below normal, UCSF regards my blood counts as sustainable for Myelofibrosis, which scars bone marrow and reduces space for normal blood cell production. UCSF continues to experiment with medications to treat graft-versus-host disease (GVHD), which has manifested as my donor’s immune system attacking my gastrointestinal tract, causing regular nausea.
We love living close to the Fillingers and my sister and her family as well as our kids. Tyler and his girlfriend, Olivia, moved to LA recently so now are driving distance away. We’re not sure what we would have done without Ryan’s help and sense of humor at home. He is transferring to Northwestern in September and excited for his next adventure. Kai just started ninth grade at Redwood High School and has become an avid mountain biker. Like so many schools, classes at both Northwestern and Redwood are online.
We appreciate your prayers and thoughts.
I am fighting my way back from two setbacks and look forward to leaving cancer behind. The first setback was hemolytic anemia, a rare side effect that destroys red blood cells faster than they are made. My white blood cells crashed at the same time. Rituxan infusions and high dosages of Prednisone worked together to stabilize my blood counts. While still considerably below normal, UCSF regards my blood counts as sustainable for Myelofibrosis, which scars bone marrow and reduces space for normal blood cell production. UCSF continues to experiment with medications to treat graft-versus-host disease (GVHD), which has manifested as my donor’s immune system attacking my gastrointestinal tract, causing regular nausea.
The second setback was the rupture of both my Achilles, a rarer side effect caused by taking Levaquin at the same time as Prednisone. My ankles have been immobilized for months but, fortunately, the ruptured tendons have started to weave back together without surgery. I am walking — more wobbling — and doing physical therapy to build mobility and strength. Yesterday, I walked around the block twice, the farthest I’ve walked since April. My goal is to resume trail running, which the doctor says is nine months to a year away. At least the recovery periods from the transplant and the ruptured Achilles will overlap!
We love living close to the Fillingers and my sister and her family as well as our kids. Tyler and his girlfriend, Olivia, moved to LA recently so now are driving distance away. We’re not sure what we would have done without Ryan’s help and sense of humor at home. He is transferring to Northwestern in September and excited for his next adventure. Kai just started ninth grade at Redwood High School and has become an avid mountain biker. Like so many schools, classes at both Northwestern and Redwood are online.
We appreciate your prayers and thoughts.



Steve and family, I love reading your updates. You look great; I know it has been a "hard days night" (queue the Beatles) and we think about you and your strength and tenacity often. Nine months out for a run through the beautiful redwoods feels fabulous; I am happy your numbers are holding and that you have avoided Achilles surgery! Much love your way.
ReplyDeleteStay Strong, stay safe n wish you recovery from all conditions🙏🙏
DeleteSteve and Tamera, Love seeing your beautiful smiles, your beautiful family and learning that Steve is well on his road to recovery. 9 month to a year is so soon. We would love to join Steve in trail running by next summer. Meantime, sending you loads of love, prayers and positive happy thoughts.
ReplyDeleteGreat news Steve that your achilles didn't require surgery and are slowly healing. Thoughts of trail running again next Spring will be a great motivation whilst working hard on rehab. Hopefully UCSF finds the perfect medication that ceases your nausea and gets your bloods working even better. Love the photos! Love and miss you all so very much! Take care, stay safe! Much love, hugs and prayers from the Morrissy Family
ReplyDeleteThis is such an encouraging update, and Steve, we are convinced that your positive attitude will get you back on the trail soon enough. The photos are great, and it's wonderful that you have all had this time together. Please keep these posts coming as often as you can. Much, much love to all of you from the Hottliebs
ReplyDeleteSo glad to hear that surgery is not necessary. For sure, it has not been easy but can't help but admire your positivity and strength. In a world that is filled with challenges, you guys have met this head on with steadfast conviction. Sending much love to the whole extended Fillinger/Payne family.
ReplyDeleteHard day's night indeed! Hooray for no surgery on the achilles and stable blood counts. With your patience, determination and positivity you will be trail running in no time. You've got this! Love the photos and all the warm smiles. Sending much love and hugs your way. Go Wildcats!
ReplyDeleteGreat news! YAY
ReplyDeleteGreat news! YAY
ReplyDeleteDear Steve -- you are an inspiration. Steven and I think of you and pray for you every day. It is so wonderful to see beautiful pictures of the family, which I know has been such a great support. Lots of love as you continue the fight amid good days and bad.
ReplyDeleteThank you for the update and so admire your perseverance and courage in face of two major set backs. Thankful for no additional surgery and I second that you are an inspiration. No doubt the support of Tamera and your sons help shepherd your continued recovery. Day by day. Sending love.
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