Deja Vu
Happy Memorial Day to you all! We hope you are enjoying the long weekend.
My road to recovery has been challenging since my last update. I feel like I’ve hit the wall at mile 18 of this marathon for a second time. The first time was last year when my red blood cell count crashed and both my achilles ruptured. This time my white blood cell count plummeted and my L3 vertebrae fractured. I took my first ambulance ride and spent four days in the hospital before the pain was sufficiently under control to go home. I now know what 10 on the pain scale means.
The vertebrae fracture occurred sort of spontaneously like the achilles ruptures a year ago. I sneezed reaching for something, heard a loud pop, and then collapsed to the floor — really. High dosages of Prednisone to treat GVHD last year weakened my tendons and this year reduced my bone density, leaving my vertebrae, the neurosurgeon says, brittle. My fracture occurred on Mother’s Day, a tortuous way out of cooking for the extended family!
UCSF had been experimenting with alternative medications to mediate the GVHD attack on my white blood cells while titrating me off Prednisone, which wasn’t working and was causing side effects that had forced me to scale back my hiking even before the fracture. The other medications also did not work to raise my white blood cell count. One drug, Ibrutinib, caused a severe toxic reaction, turning my forearms solid purple with bruises. While I was in the hospital, my white blood cell count dropped close to zero.
The good news to report is that a new drug I’ve started, Jakavi, has boosted my white blood cell count to nearly normal range! Jakavi is FDA-approved to treat GVHD that attacks organs, not my type that destroys blood cells, so we are relieved that it’s working so well, so fast. UCSF will continue to closely monitor my blood counts and side effects — fatigue, headaches and nausea, which are manageable.
I see the neurosurgeon again in early June. I am wearing a back brace whenever out of bed to prevent bending, lifting or twisting, spending 40% to 50% of my day prone to reduce the pressure on my vertebrae, and receiving in-home physical therapy. I am told that the fracture should take six to eight weeks to heal and to reset my goals to hiking and maybe biking because running presents too high of a risk of another fracture. For now, I am just taking short walks to the trail head to see two Northern Spotted Owls nesting with their babies.
We are vaccinated now and gathering, at last, with family and friends who also are vaccinated. As expected, testing confirmed that I did not develop detectable antibodies from the vaccine. Like other immune-compromised people, I need to continue to avoid crowds and wear a mask whenever I venture outside our bubble.
We appreciate your thoughts and support. You have helped us stay positive and strong through this marathon.
— Steve
Gosh Steve you have been put through the wringer! I'm so so thrilled to hear the latest drug is working well and very fast!! You absolutely deserve a break! Fingers crossed this is the start of your full recovery and many hikes ahead! Take care and enjoy watching the baby owls flourish! Much love from the Morrissy family xxx
ReplyDeleteSteve, you are one big shot of inspiration in my arm. Your indefatigable sense of humor and wisdom-infused perspective threw a switch in my head. Thank you for sharing all you've been through and how you are finding a way through as well. I send you a lot of gratitude and know I'm rooting for you and your doctors and all your care givers.
ReplyDeleteSteve, reading inspirational stories like yours and the one I read in the NYT Sunday about two teens orphaned by Covid strengthen my resolve to face my challenges ahead. I too am facing bone density loss issues and in the past I was prescribed Prednisone to treat injuries and drug reactions and I wonder if I could have gone another holistic way since none of these incidents were life threatening. Thank you for your update.
ReplyDeleteSteve, thank you as always for the candid update. Here’s hoping that was the last big wall and the Jakavi will continue to turn things around. I hope we get to see you and your family sometime soon. Lots of love from the West-Landsmans.
ReplyDeleteDear Steve - as always, we are very grateful for your updates, and now we're very grateful for Jakavi, too. Your positive attitude about this marathon of yours is no doubt keeping you on the path to recovery, so on you will go. It is really good to know that you are able to get out for a walk and observe the owls - these small efforts can have such big rewards. FYI that Greg and I are moving to Oregon this summer (Greg is finally retiring), and Tillie is still in the Bay Area, so we really look forward to seeing all of the Fillinger-Paynes in the not too distant future. Much love to all of you from the Hottliebs.
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ReplyDeleteWarm greetings from Ireland! Our hearts go out to you as you continue to face tremendous health challenges & pain. As ever though your positivity, humor, and inner strength are bolstering you along this difficult journey; along with the medical expertise at UCSF & the loving support of Tami, your boys and your family. It’s so great that you get to enjoy nature, & watching the beautiful Northern Spotted Owls nesting with their babies. Wonderful also that you’re safely vaccinated. Hoping to see you & Tami in October.
Mary & Breen
We are praying for healing vibes to come your way Steve. You are so strong and have such an amazingly supportive family behind you and beside you to help anywhere they can. Wish we were there to cook for you or take Kai off your hands once in awhile. Sending big hugs Delaena,Kris, Elijah and Ezra
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